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Happiness is something I was never taught. How to find joy in the mundane, the world and in myself.  Its something that is so very strange to me.The idea that I did something worth doing , worth my time and I have to feel a certain way about it. Even after all these years I still don’t […]

And so I start again, trying to find the right words, the perfect words for the person with the perfect words. Third time’s a charm right? Except I have surpassed my third attempt at this. I want to say it’s ok, because that’s what I know you would say. But it’s not ok Tino. Your

I wonder if I could feel the shockwave of my death, truly realize how much people “love”me, or how much appreciated I am.Just incase you are wondering,Yes this is going to be yet another rambling of an 80year old man on his death bed… I have lived my life with the best intentions. I have

For my Babba, who has taught me the grace , peace and humility found in patience. We grow like caterpillars, our metamorphosis is delicate, beautiful and yet so incredibly dark and lonely, yet even the slightest help will most certainly cripple us beyond rehabilitation. I look back on it now, on how I have inadvertently

“Like a goddamm puzzle piece that’s out of place”. I sent a long paragraph to my friends about how I was feeling, or not feeling rather and this, this phrase stuck out like a sore thumb to me. I’m not sure why, but it did. Burned a hole in my chest because the way I

Hey probably you are a student like me, you are due for attachment. Probably you have sent out as many emails as you can. You have asked everyone you know for help and there hasn’t been any response. You are tired , exams are looming and everything seems to be going wrong. That paycheck is

I have never told the truth when it comes to you. I have beat around the bush so much if it was human it would be black and blue. I have run my hand over all the details and it came out muddy. I have tried washing my hands clean of you but your print keeps showing up. Stubborn