Dear Lover
I have heard that You love unconditional, I have seen Your unconditional love , I have felt Your unconditional love, sometimes I am hot and cold for You, but You still love me consistently. The nature of our relationship sometimes is so one sided , our communication is not always consistent. Well more like never consistent.
I am sometimes promiscuous. I am a wanderer. I tend to take strolls and I end up lost. Too lost to come home but somehow You always find me. Somehow You manage to draw me back, closer than before. Seventy times seven is an awful lot of times to get your heart broken. At times I’ve used up my 490 times in a day, some times a week. Regardless, You are always faithful and remind me that nothing can separate me from Your love. How many times have I rejected You choosing the glamour of the world instead only to realize, this world loves itself but You love me dearly. I can be like Peter, I lose my way or I find my self in circumstances that make me deny Your grace , but You always remind me of the price You paid.
My lover I am always in remembrance of You, how can a Man like You love someone like me . Because of this love I am given the privilege of not knowing how much will it cost to see my sins on the cross.
There is nothing more priceless than those moments when my desire is to be with You in that secret place , where I can be like You . The warmth I feel from You wrapping me in Your arms, I know am not righteous but Your Name is that tower where I run to and I am saved . In those moments I ask You to create in me a clean heart and renew a steady fast spirit within me . I know You are the air I breathe , You are the fire in my bones , Your love gives me strength. That moment in Your presence , all noise dies down , as You speak You draw my attention . My desire is dwell in Your love , and feel that touch of heaven . I am willing to give myself to You, let all that I have be consumed by who You are .
After those amazingmoments I can stray in true wanderer fashion. I end up asking myself how, why and when. But still You call me. When You call I feel beyond Your reach. I always ask myself why You would still love me knowing all you know about me. Knowing how gullible I can be. But then I realize that’s just who You are, The Lover who never rejects me.
I am starting to see You are all that I need so I ask you to change my wandering ways, like how you changed Peter from Simon the wavering one to Peter, the rock. I have always wanted to show my affection for You. Should I buy You flowers ,should I buy You jewelry , but silver and gold I do not have , You know that. So instead I give my heart.
Yours
MLM
This is beautiful